Passed away ='(

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

It's already Wednesday. Can I call it wednesday blues? Yesterday I got an MC. Feeling unwell physically and mentally. My shoulder is not in a good condition. I cant even drive using my left hand. Plus gusi pula sakit. Memang terbaik. Actually my shoulder dah beberapa hari tak berfungsi dengan baik. Semalam baru pergi jumpa doctor and she had checked for me and give me some medicine.

Masuk2x je kerja today, one of my bestfriend, Zura, whatsapp me nak pinjam tudung for her wedding this saturday. Memang kami sangat kerap whatsapp. Dia orang kedua saya paling kerap whatsapp selepas tunang saya. Kadang2x tunang saya dah tak payah tanya saya whatsapp sape. Sebab mmg dah tau mesti Zura. We love to chit chat about wedding preparation.. Bridal murah n berbaloi n cantik la.. Photographer la.. Baju la.. Sampai masalah saya pun hanya dia kawan yg banyak tau pasal perkembangan saya sekarang. And yet now, I mean today, she kacau me again. I know that she can't even stop whatsapping me everyday.

Until one point I got her whatsapp saying that..

"G.. ayah zura da xde.. Heart attack.. baru meninggal.."

Innalillah.. I can't imagine her feeling right now. with the wedding ceremony to be held just around the corner.. 3 days left.. Her father passed away lagi.. I can't imagine that. Seriously. I have had that feeling 7 years before. Sangat pahit untuk ditelan. I really hope that she will be strong to face all these.. Kepada sesiapa yang terbaca entry ni, sama-sama lah kita sedekahkan alfatihah buat allahyarham En Sukimin. Alfatihah..

My story updates

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Pheewww!
It has been a month since my last post I guess. Quite busy with my daily life. Lotsa things happened these few days.. Just after the "rombongan cik kiah" came to my house to send the "dowry". Can I replace hantaran as a dowry.. or the dowry means mas kahwin? hehehe. Ok. Just forget about it.

It's all happen teeettttttttttttt... hehehe. Lets just keep it as a secret. I don't know why. People "love" to "take care" of me. I mean. All the facebook status.. twitter updates.. When it comes to an expression of my thought.. expression of my feelings.. People get misunderstood. I like to write a double meaning status and it is sometimes happen 2 situations at a time..come on lah! You can't say that it's straight to your nose. Bak kata pepatah melayu.. Siapa makan cili dialah yang akn rasa pedas. So, I have decided to delete my account. No private life story to be told to public. The more you tell your whole story, the more people detect and take advantages on your weaknessess. Be careful because the social network doesnt contribute to a "good" ways. Serious shit!

My left eye keep blinking several times in this May. My fiancee keep on denying the fact that something bad will happen. I dont know how to explain the fact that I have strong .. what we call that.. intuition.. Its not to believe but yes, its proven! I told my fiancee that my left eye blinked on the day his family came to my house. and he told me not to think ridiculously and that is all my nonsense feeling je. and I said, just be careful cause my left eye will blinked twice and it will happen because bad things occured. I dont want to say a thing but it has proven by the death of my late father. and lots more. I can't recall back all things.. Yes. Something bad happen the day after.

And my left eye blinked again last friday. When we decided to sell our DSLR. ok. We've been issued a cheque from an old account that has been closed long time ago. Gila kan? Dugaan. And now.. yes. My fiancee has to admit that I have a strong intuition on bad things.. and being honest, it's horrible when the eye started to blink. Seriously.

Friend, and family.. and my beloved family abah.. family ibu.. do pray for us. I love you!

Ya Allah...

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

I don't know where to start. It happened few days ago where we were being such a sweet and nice couple as seen by others. I had gone to Sabah for 2 weeks. We have a slight argument when I'm not around. But we manage to pull it out and be nice to each other, as what we've used to. Last Sunday on erien's wedding, our relationship became worst. I hope that erien doesnt read this. It sounds silly. Yes. The mistake is not to be revealed to others. But I think it's the end of everything.

We had a real bad argument. I can't share the whole story. Lets just some people know about it. Until one point, I decided to ask Allah, my only beloved. It's not easy for you to come up with a decision to do the Istikharah (some might have the same thought as me). You need enough courage, enough strength, enough preparation of everything.. I started with the doa, before we eventually bonded together. Allah has fulfilled the doa. But now, I guess, doa is not enough. I need to find my courage, to do Istikharah. Yes, maybe for some people, it's too late already. Not for me. I dont care what people might say. I'm just depending on Allah. Allah will give the best for me, not people around me. So why bother of other people's thought. Why I need to bother about what others might say.

I have been silent for several days.. Yes, to be honest, I'm sad. If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears. But I trust Him. Al Quran always been the best companion for me. I'm frequently read it those days, especially when his face popped up. We havent realize actually we have 'someone' that is always be by ourside kan? Yes, we always forget Him. to be honest, I'm one of those. Solat is not enough. You have to put your trust and have to try to be redha in whatever happens..

I have read an article about Istikharah and the faith means.. If you married with someone who is actually not the best to you, you'll be tested with lots of predicaments..but Allah ni maha penyayang, I bet you have heard about this so many times kan.. Allah will help those who always refer to Him. Trust the "qada and qadar". But if you do Istikharah, and choose the best Allah shows you, InsyaALLAH you will be happy hereafter. That's the power of Istikharah..

The calmness surronds me. Alhamdulillah. This morning, as I went to my car, I saw him outside the gate. He waited for me to send me to the office. His face is so dull. I guess he havent slept since last night. I'm respecting him, he went to my house just to send me to the office. As we reached, I asked him, "did you sleep last night".. and he answered me... "I can't sleep.. I'm afraid.. I will lose you.. "

I told him that I don't know what to do, the best decision I can make is by asking Allah.. because He knows what we dont know, He saw what our eyes cant see.. and I'd been in tears... inside..


I started to be closer to our Almighty..

Here, in Sabah

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,


Salam,

I has been almost 2 months I didnt update my blog. Im quite busy with a lot of stuffs. Currently updating my blog in Sabah. Yes. Im in Kota Kinabalu now. Its a week already! One week left for me to go back to where I belong. This is my very first time here. They said that Sabah is boring. Yes. If compared to KL, Sabah is quite a dull city la but the similarity between KK to KL is that, people are busy at night. Night's alive here.

And the thing that I have to adapt several days is the solat. The schedule here is different. 6am the sun is ready to shine. Past few days I can feel that night is very long. I've slept for a very long period. Mybe I've been fooled by the sunrise at 6am.

What do I do here? I came here just for job purposes. Have to stay for 2 weeks. I kinda feel bored after 1 week. I cant wait to go back to KL. Btw, I have done something out of mind!! I've permed my hair. Its a half curl and half straight. I made it! Quite nice actually but it still seems a bit awkward having curly hair at the bottom of my entire hair. I wanna see the progress first. Maybe for a month. And if it doesnt suits me, I'll changed back to the original hair.

I cant wait to go back!

Kembali bersemangat!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,


Salam,

Its been such a wonderful day bila dah tak banyak benda kena pikir. Rumah baru dah masuk, barang dah penuh cuma lagi tinggal nak cari karpet and langsir sahaja.. ingat nak tukar cushion cover jugak tapi tunggu la dlu. Its not a big issue though. Semalam borak dengan ibu and ibu cakap nak sponsor langsir. what i need to do is just ukur berapa panjang dan lebar. Menariknya! Dah la langsir mahallllllllll. ade la langsir murah. tapi dah ibu kata nak jahitkan langsir. SERONOK! Lepas tu sekarang loan kereta pun dah approve. Cuma tnggu kereta keluar je.. Alhamdulillah.. Lega segala-galanya..

Sekarang dah boleh start pikir preparation untuk kahwin.. Banyaknya kena cari. Tapi saya ade buat checklist jugak. Nak tengok tak? Guna excel je senang, So boleh buat belanjawan sekaligus..

blh tgk ke? hehehe. Semua kena catat. Kalau tak, overbudget. Kita bukan orang senang. So kne la prepare awal2x and sikit2x. Sape nak kawen, kena buat macam ni tau. Suggest je la.. Kalau korg dh banyaaaaaaaaakkkkkk duit. tak perlu kut.. hihihihi..

Botak vs Ada rambut

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,


Salam.

2 posts in a day.. Boleh? hehehe..
Saja nak bagitau... my fiancee dah botakkkkkkkkk!
hehehe. Perlu ke? (mesti ade orang cakap cmni)

Perlu lah. Saje nk bgtau. lols
nanti saya upload gambar dia botak dengan ade rambut eh.
Tapi saya suka dia botak.. sebab nampak gondol.. hehehe.
Dia cakap saya tak kisah pun botak. Saya dah ada sayang saya.

lalalalalala

ni gambar sebelum botak. babai rambut.. hehehehe

#1. Time rambut panjang. Zaman jahiliah katanya. Suka sangat rambut panjang.

#2. Rambut spike. Suka sebab nampak kemas. Biasa kalau dia buat rambut macam ni, dia tak pakai cap dah.

#3. Rambut belah. Saya la yang panggil rambut belah. taktau la org lain panggil ape. Tak suka sangat rambut ni sebab nanti dia suka pakai cap.


#4. Botak. Gondol. hehehe. takde gambar lagi :p

Latest update. Banyak gila benda nak update. ahaks!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,


Hai!

Gila lama ah tak update blog. Bersawang dah. I've been busy with lots of stuff. Da lama tak pergi outstation. Busy bukan sebab kerja. Tapi busy mengumpul duit dan pindah rumah baru dan kemas rumah baru dan angkat kereta baru dan macam2x lagi. Seriously hectic gila rasa.

Sekarang ni saya menetap di rumah baru. Sewa je dulu, tak mampu lagi utk memiliki my own house. Actually takdela kate tak mampu, tapi pikir punya pikir banyak lagi menda nak abes, nak spend duit, so hold dulu lah. Saya menyewa di *****. hehehe. Ibu kata takleh reveal pasal personal kan? So as usual lah bila korang dah start pndah rumah baru, U have the feeling.. mungkin macam saya kut, excited untuk hias macam2x.. my fiancee selalu remind, jangan terlalu excited sangat sbb tu bukan rumah kita lg.. Ok sayang. I will. Macam2x saya beli. Beli barang dapur. Hias tu, hias ni. Thank god rumah tu baru renovate.. Saya masuk rumah hanya goyang kaki sahaja.

And what makes me even happier is when one of my friend offer me her things.. Mula2x saya saja bagitau kawan saya, saya dah pindah. So nnti dh boleh lepak rumah bila singgah makan warung tunang saya. Alih2x she told me that she wanna let go her sofa and set meja makan. FOR FREE.. I was like.. "Alhamdulillah.. murah rezeki". Saya pulak tanya dia berapa.. bayar la sikit at least.. bla2x.. &&%&$#$%^%^&%.. hehe

Alhamdulillah.. Seronok ada rumah baru. Nanti boleh bwk family dtg. Owner sebelah rumah aje :p
tapi diorg semua sangat friendly and dah rasa macam family sndri dh. Semoga semua berjalan lancar. Tapi terkilan skit lah sebab bila dah getting excited dgn rumah tu.. saya terstop simpan duit utk kahwin. sob2x..
nnti nak ngadu kat tunang takut dia ckap tula.. kan saya dah cakap buat sikit2x.. arrrgghhhh..

Semoga dipermudahkan segalanya.. amin..

Pesan ibu

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Last Tuesday, terpaksa ambil emergency leave (EL) untuk uruskan pasal geran kereta since the buyer wants the car to be settled asap. They are staying in KL just to wait for the car to be released. So, i'm quite rushing untuk uruskan semua benda since all the documents ade dengan ibu dan proses full loan payment kena buat di Ambank Melaka. So I went back with my fiancee. and we hang out together with ibu dan adik-adik. It's quite nice when you have someone, I mean, a guy that can seat together, eat together and talk together as a family and my mum pn can accept this existence and it's nice bila keluarga merestui hubungan tersebut.

Berbalik pada kes kereta tadi. Dapat buat full settlement and dapat geran je. The rest nak tunggu surat tukar nama keluar, kena tunggu dalam masa 3 hari bekerja. Sigh. Ingatkan boleh settle cepat. Pening dah kepala banyak sangat kena fikir.

Before we went back to KL, ibu banyak bagi nasihat regarding the upcoming Big Day event, bagi nasihat untuk kami dalam menempuh kehidupan lepas kahwin la and macam2x lagi and what makes me felt touched when ibu say something that I can't share it here, but the words describe that she put her children as her first priority secara tidak langsung. (btw, ibu sangat garang dan tegas, bila dia cakap cenggitu, quite shocked and terharu). And the last sentences that she spoke is that, "Jangan cerita private life kat facebook ke, kat mane2x media elektronik sebab orang senang nak condemn kita if kita reveal all those secret and private things about ourselves".

So, I have to bear in mind. After this, no more "private issue" to be posted in facebook.
facebook actually ruined everything.

2012 wishlist

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Passed 5 days already for this new year and I havent think of my wishlist yet. Reminiscing to the last few years, I always looked back at my previous year at the end of that year. Either I had fully achieved my wishlist or 50% or null. Since I've deleted my old blog which I assume to have my 2011 wishlist that I wrote on 31st Dec 2010, I can't contrast the previous wishlist, I can't conclude how much percentage my wishlist has been achieved. But, never mind. We start off our new year with the brand new wishlist that I just write what's currently on my mind without further thought.

I have categorized my wishlist into 3:

1. Family:
• My wish for this year, I have a complete family throughout the year. Like seriously, I hope that all my family are and always will be in a really good heatlh.
• Financial problem can be fixed.
• My relationship with abah's family will turn as good as our good old days. Really meant it.
2. Love:
• Since I've engaged last year, I wish that this year will be the year for us to build a new life with a blessed bond by Allah. Amin.
• Our love keeps on blooming before and ever after.
• Get pregnant maybe if I married this year lah. Amin.
3. Myself
• Turns my gred from E11 to E12 and got a secure salary compare to current salary
• Plan and do a great and memorable event for my big day
• Stable financial status.
• Change to a new car
• Plan to change division in TNB itself. If dapat lah kan
• Change to a better person. 
• Be a good daughter to ibu, be a good kakak to my beloved sisters and brothers, a good and loyal fiancee/husband to be. Amin.
• achieve ideal weight for me which is 45-46kg.
 
 

Thats all for this moment. Hoepfully semuanya tercapai tahun ni!! :)

Officially selling my car

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,


Happy New Year 2012!

Its already 2nd January 2012. Lupa pula nak update blog. hihihihi. I'm officially selling my car to Linda. Best friend of mine. Linda ni baru saya kenal time TNB PEP 37. Saya taktau pulak selama ni dia admire dengan kereta saya. Until one point, I've posted in FB sebelum post di MUDAH.MY yang saya nak jual kereta saya and tanpa buang masa, die terus BBM saya saying that she likes my car and plan to buy.

Alhamdulillah, saya tak jadi jual dekat abang kelantan yang datang tengok aritu. Sorry sangat2x. Friend first. And saya happy sebab saya still dapat tengok kereta saya walaupun dari jauh. And saya happy bila kawan saya happy. Dapat tunaikan permintaan dia. Alhamdulillah. I think this is a great start for 2012. Alhamdulillah..

Facebook timeline

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

hehe. saje je nk update. facebook da ade timeline. macam menarik je. Gedik letak gambar sendiri besar2x.
edit gambar ni pastu letak as header. Poyo tak? hihihihihih.. peduli ape aku :p

Sedih nye!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Its been awhile. I dont even have a chance to update my blog. I'm just busy with the audit which is still ongoing. Hectic. Seriously. Sebab sekarang kami tengah buat strategic audit. Strategic audit is for me, audit yang payah la coz it's something new and you have to do some revision in order for u to proceed to the next level. Sigh. Ok la. Forget about all those creepy things..

I would like to share something which I think it's a big step for me. I'm planning to sell my car. the one and only car. Lama sangat saya mengambil masa untuk fikir and come out with that decision. I've modified the car, obviously I have no intention at all in the first place.

Mula2x saya saja nak test market kat mudah.my. Tak sangka pula letak harga tinggi pun orang still tanya dan nak tengok kereta. Tapi saya senyapkan diri dulu until one point I've decided to really serious in this thing when I'd discussed with my mom regarding this and she told me if I'm intended to sell the car, can, but with one condition. I have to angkat another car which I think that most probably I will chase for the sedan car. Senang nak travel compared to the mini car like mine now.

Mine with my beloovvvvvveeeeeed car ;(

Sedih bila ade serious buyer. Ada ke orang cmtu? Seriously. Saya sangat menjaga kereta saya. Asset yang paling saya sayang sangat-sangat.


T___T

Pindah?

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Lama nya tak update blog. Actually tekun update other blog.. Saje je nak bercerita. Actually ada benda la yang happened few weeks ago. Adik saya datang rumah, staying for 1 week, kebetulan diorg tengah cuti sekolah. So saje diorg nak jalan-jalan KL, memandangkan sejak arwah abah takde, kami pun jarang bercuti. Kalau cuti sekolah pun duk rumah, tengok tv, main game je. So, diorg request nak datang KL, tengok2x KL. I know that for some times, they bored with their casual and routine life. So saya saje bawak diorg turun KL for a week. Almost everyday saya bwk diorg pergi jalan-jalan. Almost? tak almost la... memang everyday bwk diorg jalan-jalan.

Tapi yang tak syok bila tiba-tiba satu hari, sehari selepas majlis pertunangan saya, saya dapat blackberry messenger from S (housemate saya) sekarang. She wished me congratulations. but then, the story was like this.. I got a BBM saying "Congratulations on ur engagement. I saw ur picture. nice".. and suddenly the next sentences ruin my mood. which saying that she does not prefer I brought my adik ke rumah on weekdays, due to inappropriate la reason dia.

As for me, saya terima sebenarnye teguran beliau tapi agak terasa sedikit sebab I dont mind if you want to bring your family, ur parents to the house that we're sharing, tapi saya tak boleh and I just thought, 'am I sitting, staying there for free?" NO. I pay RM500 a month for one small room. and you're paying RM500 for a master room, bathroom attached. I dont mind actually. For me RM500 is okay if I can bring my family sometimes, tapi kalau dah RM500 takleh bawak family, too much kut. But she can bring them along, tak kira weekdays or weekend. So as for me, saya rasa not fair la kan.

Sampai satu tahap adik saya nak dtg tp takut sebab dia kata kawan kakak benci dia. Too sad. So, I'm currently searching for a new house which I can rent and stay alone. Mungkin Iqa can stay with me until I get married. To my lovely housemate, I'm sorry for staying just few months with u, but I guess you do not like children. I do like children a lot and i love durian a lot. So I guess I can't live with people who do not have the same interest and limit my right.

Thank you.

Hazieq takde.... sedih.. :(

Again, sangat busy. Yes. reason cliche bukan? Mungkin sebab byk menda happen plus kemalasan untuk menghapdet blog. Last weekend g tgk moto GP tp cerita tu simpan dlu lah since sekarang pun tgh menulis blog tru my blackberry. Tak boleh nak upload gambar pulak.

Saya bermesej-mesej dengan ibu on the day we watched moto GP. Ibu cerita pasal rumah baru. She seems really excited everytime we talk about our new house, starting from zero until dah sampai half renovation kut. hehehe. Sebab dia kata, plan nk buat knduri dekat rumah baru.

Kebetulan ayah tiri saya, dia owned a construction company, so everything went smoothly. and sangat cepat. You just imagine in a week, rumah dah siap cat, dah siap tukar cermin, modified toilet and etc lah. and minggu lepas tu buat pgar pulak. Alhamdulillah, semua berjalan lancar. she seems really excited, saya lyankan je lah

Tapi ape yang paling tak syok bila ibu cakap, semua preparation kena settle sebelum 26th november and I ask her why? And she said.. "26 tu adik hazieq da kne pg tahfiz. Nak bergambar ape sume dulu dengan dia sblm dia pergi and ibu nak semua anak- anak pakai putih.." Hmmm.. Terus down. Terbantut terus mood. Tngah2 layan moto GP tiba-tiba air mata mngalir. Sedih sangat cause dia lah orang yang paling excited bila saya menyatakan hasrat nak tunang and he wouldn't be there. :(

Nape ibu tak cakap awal - awal. Kalau tak, tak perlu tangguh tarikh asal  Sob3x :(

"Hazieq suka, happy, tapi hazieq tak reti nak senyum", he said just after pihak lelaki balik dr rombongan merisik...

Erien tunang!

Again,

One of my bestfriend is getting engaged! Big congratulations to you my dear sister, Erien.
Hud.. Jaga erien baik-baik. XD

Respon dari mereka.

Salam!

Kejadian semalam. Nothing interesting than any other day. Still tak berapa nak sihat. Demam since last week. Tapi betul lah kata Aki.. " Sebenarnya time kita demam, kena bersyukur sebab Allah ingat kita, dan Dia nak bagi kita ingat Dia lebih". Sesungguhnya sesuatu penyakit tu penghapus dosa kan.. Alhamdulillah.

Balik je kerja semalam terasa nak call cik and toki nak ajak diorg datang event saya. Bukan actually baru terfikir, da lameeeee fikir nak call tapi tak berani. And I just decided to call them yesterday. After call, saya message semua aunts and uncles, ajak diorang datang. and I know that the event is not that important to come pon unless they're really willing and eager to come. Plus I have to understand that most of them are quite far from my house. 1/2 of them were in terengganu, and the rest, I don't put a high expectation.

Buat saya terfikir sejenak bila they said, "tengok la, kalau sihat dtg. Kalau tak sihat, tak dtg. Tapi mcm x dpt dtg". But they can come to my aunt house in Melaka just to attend Hari Raya openhouse. I guess the engagement day is more "big" than a Hari Raya openhouse. But afterall, saya kena sabar. Saya kena faham. I need to be strong. I know that I'm just a girl who don't have father, live with a single mom, having a small lovely family who always give a full support for me. Alhamdulillah.

Mereka happy, saya lagi happy

Salam!

I have heard about others. I have watched their progress. Oh. You can say that I'm a great stalker. Yes, I do stalk people. A lot. But for the sake of getting to know their life, their progress. Alhamdulillah, many of my friends decided to get married, and some of them, getting engaged this year. It's a good signed kan? Alhamdulillah. Tak tahu macam mana untuk gambarkan perasaan saya bila mana my friendssssss pm-ed me, bbm me.. called me, and some of them even talk to me 2 by 2 saying that they're getting engaged. They're pregnant. Oh my! Seronok sangat. It's like.. rasa macam baru je sama-sama naik, belajar.. Baru je kenal.. sekarang, sume dah nak slow down. Kinda excited.

Some of them prefered to keep it as a secret. Some of them. They said that "engagement shouldn't be spreaded out to others, lets just kept it silent". Its good though. I want to keep it silently but the excitement that my mom and my big family shown to me makes me overexcited for the event to come. hehe. Mungkin sebab saya pun the eldest children in my family.. mom getting busy planning and asking and my stepfather is busy renovating our new house. I dont know how to explain everything. But I think that I just want to reveal my planning here, only in this blog. No more facebooking, twittering mybe? hehe.

Happy for my friendsssss...
I don't know why I'm happy.. I mean.. REALLY happy when they said that they want to slow down.
Thats really a good thing..
I will always pray for the best to all my beloved friendssss.. Muah!

Kisah kelakar adik hariez

Hi! Happy Monday to all  :)

As usual, ari Isnin mesti semua malas bekerja. Apa-apa pun mesti mulakan hari dengan senyuman.
Alhamdulillah.. Everything seems perfect today. Last few days ada sedikit perselisihan faham between me and my partner. Menda nya sangat kecik je. Mungkin orang kata dugaan kut? But afterall, we feel that the bonding is getting stronger. Hopefully.. :)

Yesterday, Iqa ada cerita satu kisah ni la kan.. See the conversation between me and Iqa semalam:

Iqqa : "Kak, semalam adik ayieh pakai cap dalam kete aku... lepas tu dia tanya aku, Hensem tak hariez?

Me : "Pastu mung balas ape?"

Iqqa : "Aku bls... erk?".. pastu die tny lg.. "Hensem macam abang wan tak bila abang wan pakai topi n spek hitam?"

Me : "Hahahaha. Abang wan mane ade hensem.."

Iqqa : "Aku tny dia, abg wan idol ayieh ek?" "Dia balas... aa".. hahahaha


Then tiba-tiba Egie (adik aku 2nd) tanya hariez..



Egie : "Abg alfa (bf egie) tak hensem ke adik ayieh?"

Ayieh : "tak", sambil geleng kepala..

HAHAHAHAHA. cerita kat wan.. die gelak je.. and he said..
"saya janji akan jaga kakak dia seumur hidup saya"

kelakar lah adik hariez ni.. Love u baby hariez :)

Rumah baru!

Hi!

I'm spending my weekend at home. Adik Hazieq pun da nak exam PMR next week. Have to focus on him first. Kesian dia. Tak macam budak-budak lain. Somehow I miss my late father. He's our greatest spirit in education. I really miss him. Kadang- kadang saya jealous bila saya tanya kawan-kawan.. yang bertunang specifically.. "oh, mak ayah sponsor", "makan ayah sponsor". sometimes it makes me feel.. Ntah la.. nak kata sedih.. sure la kan.. tp more to sebak la.. "I have to survive".

And with lots of things happened.. Alhamdulillah, I got full support from my family.. especially my beloved mom where she was the one who really excited when I've been "booked" by someone. And know what, sekarang kami da ada rumah baru. It's a bungalow but not that big macam fairytales. Mesti korang imagine when I said bungalow.. besar gila kan? hihi. takde la.. but its just nice. Belum sempat lagi ambil gambar. Nanti la bila ada masa. Minggu depan dah start nak renovate rumah baru.

"Kalau sempat, kita buat kenduri dkt rumah baru lah", katanya. "Ibu sponsor makan", Alhamdulillah..

Hope everything will turn out the way I've planned. Amin.

baju tunang?

Hi!

Dah berapa hari tak update blog. Actually nak update, beberapa cerita lah. Tapi rasa macam takde masa pulak. Hihihi. Currently auditing Civil Work dekat TNB transmission. Actually, I'm planning to make a custom engagement dress, so saya pun surf la contoh baju yang cantik-cantik di web. Ade yang saya jumpaaaaaa.. sangat cantik. Tapi tanya kedai tu, dia cakap if nak sewa baju tu rm1k. If nak dia buat design tu means tempah la kan.. harga RM1.8k without beads (plain). Mahal kan?

Nak tengok contoh-contoh baju dia?
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and yg paling saya sukaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... jeng3x..

tp mahal... kain saje saya tny kne guna 8m okay!