Fakhira turns 1

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

August 13th, 2013 she was born and I named her Iman Hana Fakhira. Alhamdulillah, 13 August 2014, genap Fakhira berusia satu tahun. She has grown up so fast. She's able to do lots of thing and some of the things is beyond expectation! Alhamdulillah. Masuk je setahun terus tumbuh gigi tiga batang. And Alhamdulillah, takde demam, takde ape cuma she's a bit clingy jela masa time raya haritu. I never thought that she's being clingy to me sebab rasa tak sedap badan nak tumbuh gigi. After dah tumbuh gigi tu everything was fine like before.

Being a mother for a year is not easy. Plus being a working mother some more. Makes me sometimes rasa nak bertukar jadi hulk je. Tapi bila pandang anak bila dia tidur, luluh hati, sejuk hati. Taktau nak cerita macam mana. Perasaan melihat anak tidur hanya dapat dirasai oleh para-para ibu sahaja. Nikmatnya menjadi seorang ibu. Alhamdulillah.

Actually, we (me and my husband) are planning to celebrate her 1st birthday with you all. Sebenarnya plan to make it as simple as possible. Barang2x pn memang dah lama beli skit2x. A small celebration consist of family and friends ke? Saya ingin menjemput, kalau2x ada yang free, jemput datang ke rumah kami. Detail seperti berikut:

 

Semoga segala urusan kami dipermudah olehNya. Ameen.

My 27th birthday

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

I am not in the mood of writing my stories lately. But I would like to share to you what happened to me yesterday. 11 June is actually my birthday, my 27th birthday. Three years left before turning into 3 series. How fast time flies. At this moment, on my 27th birthday, I hold a title of "mother" to a cute little angel, Iman Hana Fakhira. Terasa tua sangat dah!

The night before 12 am, 11 June, I am not in the mood and decided to go to bed early. He noticed me being so weird that night. With a lot of things that had happened before, the so called back-stab friends, deceitful employee and many more stressful thing that bring into that "mood". I left my daughter with him that night cause she doesn't sound and act like she want to sleep. Until I heard "a birthday song" sang by him that night and with the background sounds "aaa....maamammaa....aaa" sang by beloved daughter (Fakhira sang a birthday song, I presumed) hahaha. Suddenly, it brings me into tears. He gave me a birthday present and three of us hugged each other.. It is so wonderful to have a belief that no matter what happen, the best thing in life is when my family is near me on my special day.

My husband and my daughter were with me on my special day, that is the most awesome thing I should preserve.

On my 27th birthday, I wish to have a wonderful day ahead, containing the healthy and the wealthy life all the way through. I really hope that I can be the best wife and mom to my husband and also Fakhira, I can lose some weight, maybe? hehehehe..

To my lovely husband, thank you so much for your effort of making me cried (for good) and thank you for being a wonderful husband. Although we were sometimes like a tom and jerry, but without you, I'm lost. Another half of me is you. May Allah ease our journey and keep this happiness of being husband and wife until Jannah. InshaAllah.

I would also like to thank to all my beloved families and friends who keep on texting, whatsapp"ing" and also pm'ed me on FB wishing me happy birthday, you are among the greatest person I have ever known. Thank you so much. By doing that, it really made my day. May Allah showered you with His love and bless entirely.

I love you all so much!

Happy 16th Birthday to my big brother!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

19th November 1996 my little boy, Mohd Hazieq Hizqieyyal was born. So hari ini, genap umurnya 16 tahun. Alhamdulillah. Kitorang terpaksa buat advance surprise birthday celebration for him sebab hari ini semua orang dah busy dengan kerja and classes. So birthday Hazieq kami dah sambut awal2x semalam. hikhik.

Birthday Boy, Muhammad Hazieq Hizqieyyal bin Mohd Hamdan

Semoga adik hazieq menjadi orang yang berguna dunia dan akhirat, berguna pada diri sendiri, keluarga dan agama. InshaAllah. Semoga semua yang baik2x mengekori kemana sahaja dia berada Ya Allah. Amin. We love you hazieq!

My 25th Birthday!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Alhamdulillah. I have turned 25th on 11th June! Hehehe. Terasa tua. Alhamdulillah. For a quarter century ni rasa macam banyak sangat menda saya lalui. Pahit, manis kehidupan. Matang, childish. Semua ada. Its all blended together. Sometimes saya rasa saya ni agak annoyed. Childish. Banyak lah. Tapi manusia mana tak pernah melakukan benda bodoh dalam hidup dia kan.. Benda bodoh tu la insyaAllah akan menjadi pengajaran dalam hidup. Hopefully. I wish and I really hope and I will try my best to be a better girl to my family, to my fiancee, to my workmates, to people surroundings.. I will try my best to be much more wiser than last 24 years before. Be a new me. With lots of responsibility and commitment. Please pray for me dearie.. I hope I can make a bigger change in my life afterwards. Amin ya Rabb..

Happy 25th Birthday to me! ;))

Thank you to my fiancee for the cake. It's a surprise from you but you have to know that I don't eat strawberry sayang. But nevertheless, the cake is awesome for midnight supper! Love you!

Selamat Hari Lahir ke-51 abah.

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Its been awhile. Such a lazy weekend. Today is 10th June 2012. I didnt have much time to update new post last 2 days. On 8th June 2012, my late father, Haji Mohd Hamdan bin Haji Kadir has turned 51 years old. Happy Birthday Abah! I love you and always will. You are the greatest man I have ever knew. Mungkin kedengaran cliche. Tapi thats the fact. Its very hard to find someone just like you. I hope time will change everything. I love you so much abah. Al-fatihah..

Semoga roh abah ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang soleh dan di sayangi Allah sentiasa. Amin..

Happy Birthday Beloved Fiancee!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

He has turned 25th~!

Happy Birthday to my beloved fiancee. 

I got surpise for you.. Taaaaadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

 Setting of the helium balloon

 again and again..

And here is the time!

I went back to pick him up..

Covered his eyes with some sort of shawl..

And we eat together. I bought him the Portuguese Grill that he requested before.

I went to Midvalley around 12pm only to buy the PG.

Then I went to taman layang-layang to set up all this.. :)

Tadaaaa!~ 

My mission accomplished!

He shocked! He loves it. Really loves it.

I love you!