The disasters begun

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Have you ever heard of people telling you that getting married is not as easy as you think? If you think that the preparation for engagement is hectic, beware with wedding preparation! cause I am like... hectic like hell! Like seriously!! Sebab dulu masa tunang rasa sangat smooth and relax and cool and when it comes to the event, I am like... " ok. I am totally ready"

But this is less than a month okay! But I felt that I dont actually have enough time to prepare everything. Sigh! Frankly speaking, I am having quite a huge problem right now.. I don't actually know whether all b2b's are having the same issues with me or not. I think that I am going to be bridezilla (hopefully not). The journey began with such a wonderful stories where I have won 2 big contest for my event. The first one is from Hana Zakaria. I wont a 20% off dais, a hand-bouquet and also free veil worth rm200. And Hana is a very nice person. Contactable and very soft spoken. I will compliment anyone if she/he is doing the right thing . Yes, she deserves it!

Secondly I had won a prize of free mini dais from .... (you know who) that's worth RM3000. People keep on telling me that I am very lucky because I can easily won quite a big prize.

Then the wonderful stories started to change when I found out that the pelamin worth RM3000 that I won have been charged RM3000 for transportation charge. So I decided to find another vendor (with very reasonable price) to handle the dais. Kinda disappointed with the news.

The bad stories continue when I also found out that my official videographer popped out late on others B2B wedding ceremony. She/ He had missed to shoot her solemnization moments. Pity her. I heard that some of b2b's give a bad review about them. Very stressful! I still remember when I gave him my deposit, he's kinda nice and very certain. Tapi.. ok. saya sangat stress. I don't know what to do!

The third thing is where my MUA (make up artist) can't make it to my reception. I dont blame her. It's my mistakes when we first scheduled it to be at night but my mom has turned the tentative to 12pm. So I need to find another MUA. Sobs. 

The fourth thing and for sure is the worst thing ever happen before my big day.. a month.. yes. A MONTH before my wedding day is where my mom been divorced by my stepfather. The reason is unknown and I heard that someone has "santau" him. So he cant even remember and recognized my mom. At a certain time, he act normal but on a certain period, he lost his mind. Honestly it doesn't affect me, but it gave a very huge impact to my mom. I have printed my wedding card and have distributed to some of my relatives and friends during raya. A week after Eid Fitri, we have received a news. a bad news which is this. And some of us think that I have to redo my wedding cards. Seriously it's so stressful!

"Mungkin ini ujian Allah bagi sebelum kahwin, Mungkin nikmatnya akan terasa lepas kahwin".. some of my friend once said. I hope.. I really hope that the wedding will be simple yet, wonderful to every single one of us. I missed my dad. He must be very worried about me if I kept on being like this. Ya Allah, aku memohon padaMu Ya Allah, please ease my way, my journey to have a blissful and barakah life afterwards. Amin..