My 27th birthday

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

I am not in the mood of writing my stories lately. But I would like to share to you what happened to me yesterday. 11 June is actually my birthday, my 27th birthday. Three years left before turning into 3 series. How fast time flies. At this moment, on my 27th birthday, I hold a title of "mother" to a cute little angel, Iman Hana Fakhira. Terasa tua sangat dah!

The night before 12 am, 11 June, I am not in the mood and decided to go to bed early. He noticed me being so weird that night. With a lot of things that had happened before, the so called back-stab friends, deceitful employee and many more stressful thing that bring into that "mood". I left my daughter with him that night cause she doesn't sound and act like she want to sleep. Until I heard "a birthday song" sang by him that night and with the background sounds "aaa....maamammaa....aaa" sang by beloved daughter (Fakhira sang a birthday song, I presumed) hahaha. Suddenly, it brings me into tears. He gave me a birthday present and three of us hugged each other.. It is so wonderful to have a belief that no matter what happen, the best thing in life is when my family is near me on my special day.

My husband and my daughter were with me on my special day, that is the most awesome thing I should preserve.

On my 27th birthday, I wish to have a wonderful day ahead, containing the healthy and the wealthy life all the way through. I really hope that I can be the best wife and mom to my husband and also Fakhira, I can lose some weight, maybe? hehehehe..

To my lovely husband, thank you so much for your effort of making me cried (for good) and thank you for being a wonderful husband. Although we were sometimes like a tom and jerry, but without you, I'm lost. Another half of me is you. May Allah ease our journey and keep this happiness of being husband and wife until Jannah. InshaAllah.

I would also like to thank to all my beloved families and friends who keep on texting, whatsapp"ing" and also pm'ed me on FB wishing me happy birthday, you are among the greatest person I have ever known. Thank you so much. By doing that, it really made my day. May Allah showered you with His love and bless entirely.

I love you all so much!

Tokki saya dan anak saya. Moyang dan cicitnya.

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Last weekend was awesome! Lama betul tak update our new stories. Kami dah rancang untuk balik kampung saya di Terengganu few months ago. Bayangkan. Few months ago. Masa awal2x orang cakap tak boleh balik, jalan banyak tutup, down jugak la pada mulanya. Sebab niat memang nak balik dan siap ambil cuti dh pun Khamis till Isnin. Alhamdulillah, with Allah's will, kami dapat jugak balik seperti yang dirancang

Actually tujuan sebenar nak balik adalah untuk tunjuk tokki dan cik cicit ke-3 beliau. (Actually ada 4 tapi Fakhira cicit ke-3). Last time balik, Fakhira still dalam perut, usia juga 4 bulan. Sekarang Fakhira dah almost 4 month jejak kaki kedunia belum jumpa lagi moyang dia. Sesampainya kami di Terengganu around 12am cmtu, kami disambut oleh cik dan toki. Rasa terharu sangat. Tak biasa diorang sambut lewat2x malam. Kalau sebelum ni kami balik, kami akan "biar" diorang tidur je dlu and esok bru lah jumpa. Tapi berlainan malam kami balik tempoh hari. Cik n Tokki "stayed up" main dengan cicit for almost 1/2 hours.

Masa agak limited bila dah balik terengganu. Sekarang dah kawen, nak kena jaga hati banyak pihak. Nak kena pecah balik 3 kampung. Bukan lagi 2. So time tu agak limited. Nak balik cuti panjang sikit ada je masa tak kena. Kadang jatuh hari kena balik Perak. Kadang kena balik tengok adik di Melaka. We have to reserve some time untuk balik Terengganu. Kang kalau lebihkan belah saya sangat kang mil merajuk pulak anak bongsu dia tak balik. Hihihi.

Seronok dapat tengok cik n tokki sihat. Seronok tengok diorang pegang Fakhira. Main dengan Fakhira. Tidur dengan Fakhira. Seems like everything in life is perfect. Fakhira ditatang bagai minyak yang penuh. Cik pegang dia, lama! Even adik saya pun akan mengeluh penat. Toki siap tidur dengan cicit dia. Alhamdulillah. They said, saya ni cucu kesayangan toki dan cik. Mungkin kut? Sebab saya je cucu yang diorang bela dari kecil. Mungkin jugak anak saya bakal jadi cicit kesayangan? Hehehe. Mestila moyang dia sayang semua cucu dan cicit2x dia kan..

Semoga moyang Fakhira dipanjangkan umur. Dapat tengok progress Fakhira. One day I will tell her that she has a great moyang and tok abah. 2 most important person in my life selain suami saya sendiri. I will let her know that she comes from a good and great background.

Gambar ni buat saya sebak. Time flies so fast. I hope that one day I am able to meet my grand- grand child. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..

Our Small Family

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Our small family. Consist of Mohd Fakhorazi (Ayah), Noor Hazirah (Ibu) 

andddddd our beloved daughter and my little pumpkin (Iman Hana Fakhira). 

Love my family so much. Semoga Allah kekalkan kasih sayang kami sampai ke syurga. Amin.

My day starts with a big smile =)

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Bangun pagi, suami dah ada plan dengan his BIL. Katanya nak tolong BIL dia buat bata kat kedai baru dia di Kajang. Okay lah. Mula2x rasa terkilan juga sebab we only have weekend to be spend together. Oh! Bukan weekend, we only have Saturday as our family day. Sebab masa kerja my husband tak sama dengan saya. So we only have Saturday to be spend together. Takpelah. Husband janji nak bawak saya gi jalan-jalan malam ni. Saya layankan jela.

Bangun pagi, buka tv sambil baring. Bosan2x saya sapu rumah, mop lantai, kemas dapur. Buat slow2x lah. Takut juga. Saya ni pulak jenis tak suka rumah sepah and kotor. Every 3 days rumah mesti kena sapu and kena mop. Regardless kotor ke tak kotor ke. Takdela nk sapu hari2x sebab kami pun jarang ada dirumah. Then, I got a call from ibu. Okay! Awal ibu call harini. Malam tadi pun ibu ada call tapi saya tak larat sangat. Just received missed call.

Biasalah, nak ajak borak la tu. Borak la pasal melancong sana la melancong sini la. My mom dah gila melancong sekarang. Tapi my mom pilih yg murah and affordable je la. Layankan la dia bercerita sambil tengah tapau breakfast untuk adik2x saya. Kelakar la ibu ni. Until one time dia cakap kat saya, "akak, ibu ada survey baju pregnant cantik2x untuk kakak. Ibu ingat nak beli lah. Tapi tunggu kakak 3, 4 bulan la, masa perut dah besar. Nanti ibu belikan baju pregnant untuk kakak". Okay. Yang ni buat saya terharu! Pelik juga ibu boleh kata hari2x call saya. Tanya sihat ke tak. Bercerita itu, bercerita ini. Ibu nak belikan saya baju pregnantttt!!!!!!! hahaha. comel

After end up call, saya whatsapp my sister ajak dia makan. Takde teman nak makan. Sobs! And she said that she got a gift for me. A gift? I asked her what for? And she said that sempena saya pregnant! Oh my God! That's too sweet! Tanya saya perut saya dah besar ke tak. And I said "buncit sebab banyak makan adalah. huahuahua"

Semua orang tunggu kamu. Semua orang excited nak tengok kamu. Ibu kena lebih "care" dengan kamu la lepas ni. Your grandmother, your aunts, your uncles are waiting for you. Okay. Poyo pulak rasa. Tak caya saya boleh bahasakan diri saya ibu? LOL. Ibu pun umur 49 tahun dah jadi grandma! OHMY! Mudanya grandma! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Bukit Tinggi, Padang

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Ibu keeps on calling me past few days. Busy dia nak ajak saya pergi bercuti. Dari dulu lagi nak bawak gi jalan2x. So saya pun tanya la bila ibu nak pergi. Ibu letak tarikh birthday saya, katanya boleh celebrate birthday kat sana which is on 11th June, until 13th June ibu nak pergi. Destinasi? Ibu ajak pergi Bukit Tinggi, Padang, Sumatera Indonesia.

Saya tanya Mak Lang ( Mak Sedara Husband ), dia baru balik dari Bukit Tinggi, katanya best. Baca review bloggers pon ramai cakap best. Lagipun tiket masa tu murah je, Air Asia Promo. Ibu desak juga suruh ikut family trip kali ni. Katanya nak pergi ramai2x sekali dengan kawan dia ape semua. Last time ibu and adik2x pergi Vietnam saya tak dapat ikut, so sekarang ibu cakap ibu rasa regret kalau saya pun tak ikut sama. Ibu siap sponsor tiket semua. Adoi.

Check punya check kalendar, kalau dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, usia kandungan pada tarikh berkenaan dah masuk 31 weeks. Tanya pendapat member2x dia cakap still boleh travel dengan advise dari doctor. So, ok lah. Layankan je ape ibu nak. Semangat dia. Tak pernah jumpa seorang ibu macam ni. Prihatin terhadap anak2x. Even lepas kenduri saya pun ibu tanya saya ada duit ke tak. "Ibu, akak dah ada suami and he is responsible to feed me, not ibu" jawab dalam hati je sebab rasa bersalah ibu selalu fikir pasal anak2x.

Tarikh bertukar dari 11th June ke 18th June. So our trip will be on 18th until 20th June. Sekejap je. Family trip cuci mata di negara orang. Semoga saya dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, dapat ikut sama2x family trip kali ini. Ambil mood sikit.

 

Baik kan ibu saya?

Reminiscing my past with the best man I ever had

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Found these pictures, it makes me realize that I am way too old and I miss every single moments of it. Kenangan, mostly I can say that semuanya kenangan manis bagi saya. Manis sangat. We grow like a bestfriend. And yet sekarang pun kami still bestest friend ever, me with my 2 beloved sisters. Saya rindu kenangan kami membesar bersama-sama. Kami belajar untuk menipu pun sama-sama. Kami belajar untuk kelentong pun sama-sama. Kami buli satu sama lain. Kami gaduh, kami minta maaf at the end of the day. Kami sama-sama kena kurung luar rumah sebab balik selepas pukul 7pm. Semua kami pernah cuba. Kami sembahyang pun baca 1..2..3.. sampai 10.. lepas tu rukuk. Yes, kelakar bila diingatkan balik. Kami nakal bila time budak2x.. Abah suruh sembahyang, kami masuk bilik, bentang sejadah, duduk borak2x.. Lepas 5 minit, keluar bilik, abah tanya dah semayang ke belom, kami jawab "dah". Nakal. Memang nakal. Tapi semuanya hanya kenangan..

My bestfriend, merangkap adik saya, adik saya no. 2. Rahsia saya, rahsia dia. Air mata saya, dialah orang yang banyak memberi semangat. Bosan saya, dialah yang jadi peneman. Marah saya, dialah yang menjadi tempat saya bebel. Suka saya, dia jugalah tempat saya share. Semoga dia menjadi seorang yang solehah dan diberikan kebahagiaan hidup didunia dan akhirat..

Dan semestinya saya merindui kenangan bersama arwah abah, Mohd Hamdan bin Kadir. Al Fatihah.
Dia seorang ayah, dia jugalah kawan baik saya, Frankly speaking, saya tak pernah jumpa manusia sebaik arwah abah. Saya tak nak compare. Saya cuba cari, saya cuba tengok that value pada orang lain. Tapi saya tak jumpa. Mungkin yang mirip2x abah, mungkin tokki...

Apa yang saya kata dia sempurna di mata saya? Kenapa saya tak puji orang lain? Kenapa saya tak puji atuk saya, kenapa saya tak puji mertua saya, kenapa saya tak puji ayah sedara saya, or even my husband? Sebab mereka adalah mereka. Mereka mempunyai kelebihan masing2x. Tapi abah melebihi segalanya.. Kenapa?

Rutin setiap hari, abah akan bangun lebih awal daripada anak2x.. Abah akan masak breakfast, abah akan make sure anak2x semua akan breakfast sebelum pergi ke sekolah. Abah tahu kesukaan kami. Abah akan buatkan saya roti bakar inti gula dan marjerin. Abah buat 2 untuk saya dan adik saya no 2 sebab abah tahu kami berdua suka roti sebegitu. Untuk eg, abah letakkan jem kaya. Abah tahu setiap inci kegemaran kami. Abah akan hantar anak2x dia ke sekolah every morning before dia pergi kerja. Abah balik tengah ari, lunch hour. Saya ingat lagi, abah tukar kain pelikat dengan tshirt pagoda berwarna putih. Abah masuk dapur, masak untuk anak2x makan lunch (sebab ibu kami kerja jauh.. kami memang dibesarkan oleh abah). Lepas je abah masak, abah akan ambil wudhu' untuk solat Zohor. Selang 5-10 minit kami tengok abah keluar dari bilik dengan baju uniform TNB dia. Kami tanya dia, abah tak makan ke.. "abah dah lambat, abah kena masuk kerja".

Abah balik petang, abah rehat tengok tv.. Abah mandi sebelum maghrib, abah solat maghrib dan mengaji. Abah masak untuk makan malam. Abah basuh baju kami, abah ajar kami membaca, mengenal huruf. Abah masak untuk kami. Abah potongkan kuku kami. Abah tak bagi kami potong kuku sendiri. Abah tak bagi orang lain potongkan kuku kami. Abah tolong kami cari kutu.. Ambil kalendar besar, lapik untuk sikat kutu. Abah takkan miss baca doa, tiup ubun2x kami sebelum kami melangkah keluar ke sekolah. Abah tak pernah miss walau sehari untuk mengatakan kepada kami "belajar rajin2x." walaupun pada ketika itu abah suka ataupun marah pada kami. Adakah anda pernah jumpa orang sebegini? Bila abah marah, kami tak pernah tengok abah melenting, abah tak pernah lepas marah abah pada kami, abah tak pernah pukul kami, abah kalau marah mesti dia diam sahaja. Dia akan masuk tidur lebih awal daripada biasa.

Abah sayang kami. Dulu kami selalu kena marah sebab balik rumah lambat, lbih pukul 7pm. Abah akan kunci pintu. Sebab nak ajar kami supaya balik lebih awal. Kami tak suka abah buat macam tu. Bila abah takde kerana tugasan kerja, kami rasa aman, kami rasa bebas. Kami boleh balik rumah dari main lebih dr pukul 7. Kami boleh keluar main awal, seawal 4pm. Kami suka bila abah takde. Tapi ternyata kuasa Allah melebihi kuasa kami.. Allah ambil abah. Allah bagi pengajaran kepada kami untuk menghargai orang yang paling sempurna dalam hidup kami. We really felt his lost. Memang terasa sangat sampai ke sekarang eventho dah 7 nak masuk 8 tahun kami kehilangan abah..

Sekarang baru kami tahu, baru kami sedar akan maksud kehilangan orang yang tersayang sebab kami dah pernah lalui. He is something. Eventhough I already meet my prince, but he will always be my king. King of my heart. Sebab tiada sesiapa dapat mengganti abah. Saya cuba untuk cari, tapi saya tak jumpa. Saya dah jumpa, tapi tak sama. Jauh berbeza. 

Allah jaga abah lebih baik dan kami harus redha. Kami mesti redha, Kami sayang abah. 

Abah, satu hari, kakak akan ceritakan dekat cucu abah yang diorang mempunyai seorang atuk yang sangat hebat. Sangat2x hebat. * shed tears *

Appreciates people who loves you because you will never know when you will lose her/him. And you will regret it if you didnt have much time to be with her/him, to make him/her happy.. AL FATIHAH..

Vietnam : Worth Going!!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,


Last weekend, my family went to Vietnam for a family vacation. Me and my hubby didn't have intention to go since we are planning for our honeymoon trip. They went there last Thursday. I only gave RM100 to my sister since some of my friends said that things sold at a very low price there. *Budget gila*

RM1 is equal to 6,006 dong vietnam. RM100 x 6,006 is equal to 600,600 dong. That's the current exchange. There are things that been sell using dong vietnam and some use dollar. My friend and my sister said that things are much2x more cheaper if you use dollar compare to dong. So make sure if you want to go there, you need to have dong and dollar.

These are things that can be bought with only RM100 or 600,600 dong:

Cap made in Vietnam for my beloved husband

I love VIETNAM shirt. My sister bought me three shirts

Sarung for next Aidilfitri. It's only around RM25 if the dong converted to ringgit malaysia

Handbags

"Alas kaki". Hand made tau!

and baju kurung ready made with "labuci", a gift from Ibu tersayang. For me its worth buying. They're all exciting and enjoying their school holiday there. Me? My husband? Enjoying our weekend watching TV's at home. *sob..sob*

Happy 16th Birthday to my big brother!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

19th November 1996 my little boy, Mohd Hazieq Hizqieyyal was born. So hari ini, genap umurnya 16 tahun. Alhamdulillah. Kitorang terpaksa buat advance surprise birthday celebration for him sebab hari ini semua orang dah busy dengan kerja and classes. So birthday Hazieq kami dah sambut awal2x semalam. hikhik.

Birthday Boy, Muhammad Hazieq Hizqieyyal bin Mohd Hamdan

Semoga adik hazieq menjadi orang yang berguna dunia dan akhirat, berguna pada diri sendiri, keluarga dan agama. InshaAllah. Semoga semua yang baik2x mengekori kemana sahaja dia berada Ya Allah. Amin. We love you hazieq!

Our new life begins..

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Hari ini, saya nak share keadaan rumah saya pula. To be honest, rumah sewa saya. hehe. tak beli rumah lagi. Insha Allah, soon! Rumah ini kami sewa semenjak duduk bersama sebagai suami isteri. Cari dalam bulan Ogos haritu. Alhamdulillah. Tak tau la nak cakap rezeki kahwin kami ke apa tapi kami rasa kami macam quite lucky to have this with VERY reasonable price.

Ok la kan? Duduk berdua.. Nanti tambah adik hariez pulak lagi sorang. Babyyy keee.. hehehehe.. Amin..

Happy Father's Day Abah, and Tokki..

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Genap a week tak update blog. Hehehe. Sekarang busy sikit dengan assignment baru di MMD (Material Management Department). Pening kepala. Sebab rasa assignment kali ni susah and sort of macam dah kira kes investigation internal TNB itself. Penat la hari2x sebab it is something new. Team member pn tak ramai. Balik jam somemore. Kadang-kadang rasa macam fedup kerja. Nak cari TNB dekat ngn rumah. Baru syok. Hehehehe. Bayangkanlah hari2x drive 50km+ hanya untuk kerja sahaja. Kalau dekat hometown mesti dah rasa jauh. Tapi lama2x get used to it.

Ok. Sebab dah lama tak bercerita. Banyak sangat menda happen. Last weekend is father's day. Rasa macam... To be honest, yes, I am crying on fathers day. Taktau kenapa this father's day makes me feels quite emotional skit. I got no one to wish. I mean.. the close one.. So I have decided to call my second father. My beloved tokki sebab saya ada hanya 1 atuk sahaja. Alhamdulillah, he's doing fine. Miss to hear his voice. I love my 2 man, abah and tokki the most. Terubat sikit rindu pada kasih sayang seorang ayah. Happy father's day to abah tersayang dan tokki tercinta. Sesungguhnya kalian jantung hati saya.. Sampai bila2x.. Amin.. Lepas tu saya message semua uncle saya wish happy father's day. Tapi message yang mana dah ade anak la sebab dah nama father's day kan.. nanti takut yang takde anak lagi terasa.. semua benda saya buat sekarang, saya dah start untuk fikir not only twice. tapi berkali2x.. Alhamdulillah.. Hati semakin tenang..

Can't wait to meet my beloved grandparents next weekend. Apa ek nak beli untuk diorang... Hmmmmmmm.... (nervous sebenarnya...)

Selamat Hari Lahir ke-51 abah.

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Its been awhile. Such a lazy weekend. Today is 10th June 2012. I didnt have much time to update new post last 2 days. On 8th June 2012, my late father, Haji Mohd Hamdan bin Haji Kadir has turned 51 years old. Happy Birthday Abah! I love you and always will. You are the greatest man I have ever knew. Mungkin kedengaran cliche. Tapi thats the fact. Its very hard to find someone just like you. I hope time will change everything. I love you so much abah. Al-fatihah..

Semoga roh abah ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang soleh dan di sayangi Allah sentiasa. Amin..

a week with beloved adiks.

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Today is the last day my two little brothers staying with me in KL. Kinda exciting sebab malam2x ade org teman tidur. hehehe. Hari-hari pack with programs. Bangun pagi, masak breakfast and lunch for diorang. Terpaksa bangun awal sikit la kali ni. Lately memang selalu bangun awl untuk masak breakfast coz ingat nak saving sikit la kan.. Tapi ade adik2x.. kena bangun lebih awal since kne buat breakfast and lunch separately. Pergi kerja macam biasa. Balik teman adik hariez main swimming pool. Seronok actually sebab selama ni tak pernah nak spend time ngn swimming pool eventhough free je.

Adik hariez la.. hari-hari ajak teman dia swimming. Seronok sangat! Around maghrib siap2x untuk bawak diorg gi jalan-jalan. I can say everyday lah diorg pack with activities. Macam semalam, tak larat dah nak bawak diorg gi jalan2x.. duit diorg pon dah abes kat midvalley tempoh hari.. diorg request pergi makan kat kedai abg wan. Abg wan is referring to my boyfriend. Dia suka nasi goreng ayam yang abang wan masak. Terpaksa gagahkan kaki untuk pergi. Alhamdulillah.. They're happy here. Their last day today. Lepas ni dah takde orang nak teman tidur lagi.. teman swimming lagi. Sob3x..

Ibu saya, baik sangat!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Its only a week left. Dugaan betul. To be honest, semakin dekat event, semakin banyak dugaan sebenarnya. Tapi kan, my mum.. die mcm tau2x je bila saya tengah down.. Bila saya depressed.. seriously. Without saying a word. Kadang-kadang bila baru je lepas nangis, tiba-tiba dapat call from ibu..

Mungkin benar kata orang, naluri seorang ibu tu kuat. Banyak menda yang mendownkan saya lately.. Penerimaan yang dingin oleh keluarga sebelah abah, stress yang tak habes2x dari aunts and uncles. Pressure dari boyfriend sendiri.. Sometimes I just can't handle it. Seriously. Tapi bila everyweek balik rumah, mesti ibu tunjuk progress majlis tunang saya. Dari segi hantaran.. gubahan ibu gubah sendiri and done already. Ibu beli itu, beli ini. Siapkan juga rumah baru eventhough it's quite impossible to make it done before dateline.

Ibu inspires me in many ways. Even dia ada masalah, tak nampak pon macam ada masalah. and I know her very well. Ntah la, kadang-kadang I just thought that, I want to make her happy. Masa time dia dulu tak dapat nak merasa bertunang dengan arwah abah, kawin pun buat as simple as possible tak macam orang lain, tukar baju 5-6 pasang. And I can say that maybe, my turn, she treats it as her day too. Too excited for this upcoming event.

Thank you bu for giving me full support, lend me your hands, be with me whenever I feel down and depressed, be my ears and eyes, and thank you so much for the effort that you're putting in. I really2x appreciate the effort. Not just appreciate it, I felt touched. Really I am. You make me stronger day by day. Eventhough I know that she wont read this, I just wanna tell every single one of you that Allah gives me the best mom in my entire life. Alhamdulillah..

Progress rumah baru

Progress rumah baru.

There are lots of thing to do. Ibu cakap nak buat majlis di rumah baru. Sempat siap atau tak, taktau lah. Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar seperti yang dirancang. Amin

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Salam!

Kejadian semalam. Nothing interesting than any other day. Still tak berapa nak sihat. Demam since last week. Tapi betul lah kata Aki.. " Sebenarnya time kita demam, kena bersyukur sebab Allah ingat kita, dan Dia nak bagi kita ingat Dia lebih". Sesungguhnya sesuatu penyakit tu penghapus dosa kan.. Alhamdulillah.

Balik je kerja semalam terasa nak call cik and toki nak ajak diorg datang event saya. Bukan actually baru terfikir, da lameeeee fikir nak call tapi tak berani. And I just decided to call them yesterday. After call, saya message semua aunts and uncles, ajak diorang datang. and I know that the event is not that important to come pon unless they're really willing and eager to come. Plus I have to understand that most of them are quite far from my house. 1/2 of them were in terengganu, and the rest, I don't put a high expectation.

Buat saya terfikir sejenak bila they said, "tengok la, kalau sihat dtg. Kalau tak sihat, tak dtg. Tapi mcm x dpt dtg". But they can come to my aunt house in Melaka just to attend Hari Raya openhouse. I guess the engagement day is more "big" than a Hari Raya openhouse. But afterall, saya kena sabar. Saya kena faham. I need to be strong. I know that I'm just a girl who don't have father, live with a single mom, having a small lovely family who always give a full support for me. Alhamdulillah.

Raya!

Some of Eid Fitri photos taken on the 1st raya. Location : Kg. Pulau Manis Serada, Kuala Terengganu.
This year celebration is totally different compared to last year. Dull. Lack of visitors. mungkin sebab budak-budak kampung semua dah besar-besar kut. I guess. And this raya is quite hectic due to lots of programs. My very first time giving angpau to all nephews and nieces. Betul lah kata orang, bila da kerja da x best da raya. Sebab duit makin berkurang. hihihi. tak kerja la boleh kumpul duit banyak on the first day raya. Penah duit raya saya nak cecah rm1k. Dulu-dulu lah. sekarang dekat 1k habis untuk raya. Sobs3x.

durian!

We both share the same interest. Kami berdua hantu durian! hehe. Terima kasih bwk gi makan durian dalam kebun paklong. Seronok. Sayang awak (eventhough saya tau awak taktau nak bukak blog saya, saya nak cakap jgk. gedik kan. hihihi)

balik kampung. wee~

I've spent my whole weekend in Terengganu! Awesome! Why?
Because.. Awesome lah! Ikut suka saya la nak kata awesome ke tak. hihihi

Back to the main topic, actually, it's been several months I haven't set foot there. How I wish I could have a peaceful life like I used to feel 6-7 years ago.. But then, semua tu dugaan. Bak kata ibu "ALLAH takkan uji hambanya kalau Dia tahu hamba-Nya tu tak mampu untuk tanggung ujian tu" kan?

Some picture to share.

Rumah kami. Macam haunted house kan? c(=

Kat kebun tokki. We called it as "bukit tokki"

Me with beloved sister

 

 Me with tokki. Seorang yang cukup baik. Saya sayang dia sangat-sangat