Ibu saya, baik sangat!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

Its only a week left. Dugaan betul. To be honest, semakin dekat event, semakin banyak dugaan sebenarnya. Tapi kan, my mum.. die mcm tau2x je bila saya tengah down.. Bila saya depressed.. seriously. Without saying a word. Kadang-kadang bila baru je lepas nangis, tiba-tiba dapat call from ibu..

Mungkin benar kata orang, naluri seorang ibu tu kuat. Banyak menda yang mendownkan saya lately.. Penerimaan yang dingin oleh keluarga sebelah abah, stress yang tak habes2x dari aunts and uncles. Pressure dari boyfriend sendiri.. Sometimes I just can't handle it. Seriously. Tapi bila everyweek balik rumah, mesti ibu tunjuk progress majlis tunang saya. Dari segi hantaran.. gubahan ibu gubah sendiri and done already. Ibu beli itu, beli ini. Siapkan juga rumah baru eventhough it's quite impossible to make it done before dateline.

Ibu inspires me in many ways. Even dia ada masalah, tak nampak pon macam ada masalah. and I know her very well. Ntah la, kadang-kadang I just thought that, I want to make her happy. Masa time dia dulu tak dapat nak merasa bertunang dengan arwah abah, kawin pun buat as simple as possible tak macam orang lain, tukar baju 5-6 pasang. And I can say that maybe, my turn, she treats it as her day too. Too excited for this upcoming event.

Thank you bu for giving me full support, lend me your hands, be with me whenever I feel down and depressed, be my ears and eyes, and thank you so much for the effort that you're putting in. I really2x appreciate the effort. Not just appreciate it, I felt touched. Really I am. You make me stronger day by day. Eventhough I know that she wont read this, I just wanna tell every single one of you that Allah gives me the best mom in my entire life. Alhamdulillah..