Friday, November 17, 2017

Pengalaman Mistik di rumah sendiri

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُه,

We had a mystical experience starting few months ago. Actually we didnt realize that it was "something" until the thing is becoming closer and closer and at one point kedengaran suara from nowhere and you just imagine that. To go further, ingin saya nyatakan bahawa perkongsian cerita ini bukanlah untuk tell the whole story/nk menunjuk/nak naik rating reader or what so ever. but it's more to my life journal this might be my experience or maybe as our turnover of everything.

We've moved in a week before puasa. And before move in memang panggil ustaz untuk pagar the whole house. The first thing happened was bunyi tarik kerusi/meja everyday during sahur. At first ingat orang atas bising, then pikir balik orang atas ni Singh takkan diorg nk bangun pagi sahur kan. Okla kitorg senyap je and thought that rumah atas must have "something". Still keep positif.

I'm currently at my 18 weeks of pregnancy. Before this memang rasa tak sedap badan in which I just thought that it was a "night-sickness". Everytime lepas asar badan rasa berat, letih, lenguh, sakit kepala sangat-sangat, and bear with me, I sleep early than anyone else in the house, kadang-kadang pukul 9 dah tidur. and minyak angin tu jadi peneman setia sebab sakit kepala kadang-kadang takleh tidur selagi takde minyak angin. ok. still positive that it's my kinda "sickness"

After one point, bunyi tarik kerusi/meja yang selalu kitorg dengar tu bertukar macam tarik katil/almari pula. You can differentiate between tarik kerusi/meja atau tarik something big. Ok we still positive fikir rumah atas ni suka betul alih2x barang.

Then one day, I discover that my son dia ada satu bau busuk yang amat dekat mulut dia. At first we thought that ada gigi dia rosak, in which bila check2x balik NONE! This is him.


Then I've asked my babysitter, and she said that Hidzqi tak gosok gigi sebab takde ubat gigi. Hilang maybe. Then kami still fikir positive. Esok bagi ubat gigi and berus gigi baru. Balik rumah pengasuh pun still sama. Bau tetap tak hilang. I guess ada dalam sebulan juga bau ni. UNTIL LAST WEEK, I found out that badan dia juga no longer bau baby. It's just bau busuk tu melekat sampai ke the whole body. Then kami hantar bedak, sabun and shampoo baru but the smell is still the same.

Until one day, at around 12 am, my son tiba-tiba menangis (just imagine anak korang menangis lepas terkepit pintu), and he run into my husband and grab kaki husband kuat-kuat and when my husband dukung dia seems that he saw 'something' and dont want to turn back. Dan kami still POSITIF. A day after that incident, our routine is still the same, solat berjemaah Maghrib sama-sama and after bagi salam, my husband asked me "sayang bercakap ke time tgh solat". and I was like, SHOCKED. My husband dengar ada suara tegur dia "slow sikit" and it happened twice. and we realize that 1-2 weeks before this my son had a weird behavior bilamana he loves to sleep on our way back home lewat petang, and he will be hyperactive late night and seolah-olah main dengan "someone".

And at that time we don't think it's funny anymore. None of us have a positive thought that moment. Then we asked ustaz to come to our house later then. 11.11.2017 when ustaz came and "berubat" for I guess for my son. But it turned out to be more than that. Jari tangan/kaki my son bergerak2x bila ustaz berubat. in which he was sleeping at that time. dan benda paling mengejutkan bila mana one of our room is locked before ustaz datang. At our first positive thought that Fakhira lock the door sebab dia mengaku dia tutup pintu bilik tu. But rationally after all that happened I presume that the door was locked by itself. My husband tried to open the door but fail (since all the spare keys ada dalam bilik tu so we couldnt open the door). My husband korek a small hole just to open the door since ustaz dah ada di rumah.

The moment that bilik was unlocked and ustaz masuk tiba-tiba seluruh badan ustaz pun meremang. And he said that it was something on the picture that we've hung up on the wall. It's actually an old antique photos with a tulisan wafaq that we actually thought that it was tulisan Jawi. You google yourself what's wafaq and what's actually the meaning of that.

There's something inside me too that ustaz discover that I also need a treatment. and the conclusion was that me and my son ada benda suka pada kami and benda menumpang. My son there are 2 of them. Suka utk ajak main. And its from the outside. And for the photos, it's like a "penunggu" di rumah kami. Kami terus bakar gambar tu. A day after berubat, I can feel that whole of my left hand rasa lenguh sangat, dan ada benda bergerak2x dekat bawah kulit and it's like ada benda cucuk2 dekat hujung nadi. and mulut dan badan my son dah hilang bau busuk sekelip mata up until now dah bau baby balik. Allahu Akbar 😞😞😞😞

and that moment I realize that whatever thing I dont even take into a count before, macam benda2x mistik ni, saya terus berserah pada Allah rupanya memang betul wujud. Allahu akbar. My son pula seems tak berubah, still with his tidur lewat and nak main malam2x. and late that night dia main cak-cak. before that main siap cakap "jom". Allahu. Kami decide untuk berubat for the second time and this time around memang direct pergi kepada guru kepada that ustaz. After that rasa ok sikit but kami tak kata kami percaya ustaz, ustaz juga pesan sebelum berubat we need to solat hajat dan istikharah dlu minta Allah bantu. dan Kami suami isteri buat solat hajat mohon pada Allah bagi petunjuk seadanya dan bantu seadanya.

Pengalaman ni banyak ajar kami. Terutama me and my husband. Bunyi tarik kerus/meja/almari/katil itu bukanlah dari rumah atas tapi sebenarnya sedarlah bahawa bunyi itu datang dari rumah kita. Antara dunia kita dan dunia "dia". So kena beringat. Jangan balik dekat maghrib, Jangan keluar sampai lewat malam. Bila keluar malam jangan leka untuk baca apa2x doa sebelum masuk rumah. Amalkan surah al Ikhlas 3x dan ayat kursi dan hembus kiri dan kanan. Selipar make sure muncung menghala ke arah keluar rumah bukan arah masuk rumah. Rumah kalau boleh biar terang dan buka ayat quran sepanjang masa. Kalau boleh solat pada semua bilik jangan bagi bilik tu "kosong". Suami isteri kena kuat, sebab benda macam ni suka bila kita lemah. Bukan hanya ayat Quran, kita sendiri sebagai hamba Allah, minta direct pada Dia, sentiasa mengaji dekat rumah, make our home alive with ayat-ayat Allah. Mohon perlindungan Allah. Solat sekusyuknya jangan tinggal even 1 waktu pun, inshaAllah. Segala semuanya datang dari Allah. Kena tetapkan iman. Percaya bahawa memang ada makhluk lain selain kita. Semoga Allah pelihara kami sekeluarga. Amin ya Rabbal Alamin...




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2 comments :

pipie

part suami tegur awak bercakap time solat tu pehhh ... takut betul dengar . tak dapat bayangkan klu sy yng lalui .. :(

Gieya Empire

at that moment we found out that we need to do something dear. bila benda dh dengar2 ni jd x sedap la.

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